A Letter to my heart

Dear Heart,
            We've known each other for quite some time now, nearly 20 years. In the last few years I know I've done alot that in the end caused you pain, however not all the pains were due to my actions, some of them where unavoidable, (I know those pains hurt the most). Well I'm writting you today because the ( Read more... )

It’s a dangerous business finding out how your “friends” really feels about you…

I hate liars, I say it all the time, so than why does everyone feel the need to lie to me? Yes I’m thin skinned I know it, stuff hurts my feelings and even though I may not show it, I probably hurt more than most. It hurts more to not be told the truth than it would to ( Read more... )

The end to the worse week I've ever had in my life...

9-11-05

I miss you matt...I'll never not miss you, it's not fair,

but as they say life isn't fair. I'll see you on the other side matty.

You changed my life, not by your death, not at all...

By your life, by being my friend...

Thank you, for still just being my friend...

I miss you so much, more ( Read more... )

I have dreaded this day for a year
A year ago today Jess and I were driving the UM / FSU game, 
we knew we wouldn't get near it,
but wanted to see the excitement at the stadium none the less,
We were happy and a little hungover...

Than her phone rang,
Stu told us about matt

I don't know how I drove to andrea's
Actually I do, 
the whole way there all I could ( Read more... )

Back in tally and it's great...

except I've had to stay at alex's with ry because my air is broken...great...I can't even move my stuff in there...life sucks....hopefully it'll be getting fixed today otherwise I may end up being the couch person!!! UGH !!!! Where's J I miss her, she needs to stop relaxing in the beautiful bahamas and come play

I'm probably more hung over than I've been all summer...
And My Sister has some stupid fucking whistle she refuses to stop blowing...
Do you know what this feels like??? I'm ready to die...

However Tally On Wednesday and life just couldn't be sweeter...

UGH I FEEL FUCKING AWFUL

I'd say I'm never gonna drink again, but come on that's a flat out

IMPORTANT:

10 DAYS TIL TALLY

I can't wait!!!!

I'm  so bored I could puke

Thank you matty, I know you were there
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WEAR
YOUR
SEAT-
BELTS

THEY 
DO
SAVE 
LIVES

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I could for sure not be more excited to go back
even if it's just a mini trip with J and Fam
It's gonna be amazing!!!!