oh my gawwwwwwwd. i am so tired its unbelieveable. i haevnt rEeaLLy slept in a good week, ive gotten 6 hours of sleep TOPS. ever since sunday.. and this morning i hadda wake up at like 7:30 so i cud go to my moms work, i have a hair appt. & its up here, and i dont have a car so u get the drift. usually i go to the beach but not feeling up to it. ( Read more... )

school was okay today, i was SUPER tired due to going to bed late & waking up @ 630 to study for a test that i failed anyway... highlight of my day: pe. BASKETBALL!! omg that sport is so awesome, i thought it was the dumbest thing eveeer and that i totally sucked, i was waaay wrong. white gurl got skill!! so so so mmuch fun, me & janina go crazy on ( Read more... )

yeah so today was valentines day. the whole seeing everyone w/ boquets of flowers, teddy bears, balloons, kissing and holding hands didnt bother me as much as i thought it would. im happy w/ the love form my friends :) thought about whats his face LOTS tho. he looked pretty ( Read more... )

jus wana put it out there, im not tryin to get sympathy or have anyone feel pitty for me, not at all. it jus so happens that i get mad & the fingers do the rest... lol. well anyway jus informing. but thanks everyone who's there for the advice or comforting =) aprreciate it lots.

ugh, things are back to normal. mom's home. shes only nice on HER time, if im in a really good mood, o well, moms got worlds largest dildo far up her asshole so i immediately are to assume not to talk, and just let her yelling at me roll of. too bad i cant do that, so not even and hour time spent w/ her & we're yelling at each other, we went to all ( Read more... )

around 4:30 i was feeling reeeally tired, so i thought hm. a nap sounds nice. well i just woke up. apparently i missed a few good phone calls, one in fact from paige- lost the oppurtunity to go out tonight, my mom's arrival-whatev. and my fucking dinner!!!! that whore ate my dinner. i was lookin forward to a philly, i ate hardly anything at all - ( Read more... )

ooof. im exhauseted. just got back from like a 3 hour softbal game w/ thE girlies, my team won- YESSS. i did pretty good, i had some nice hits, some nice cathes and some niiiice mistakes, lol. it was fuun tho. this morn i woke up at 7:30 and tooka shower thinkin i hadda be at the field at 8, didnt have to be tehre till 10, lol i jus went back to ( Read more... )

sorry about the complaining or w/e in previous entries, going thru alot right now, but its clear now & ive excepted it & im guna try to hold my head up while doing so.. im home alone -moms in orlando, scotts no where to be found & i jus got back form softball, i hit a pretty ball =) got my jersey today, sarah took my #4 and carly took my 24, damn ( Read more... )

i hate being so NOT happy.. SOOO. today i woke up @ 5:45, woooweee. early huh? im doing EXCELLENT in all my classes cepttt human geo so have to change that. well i used my moms cell as an alarm clock- needa wake up somehow, she was QUICK to come and take it out of my room, wonder why??? hmm. whore. s0 i read the chap twice, and then wrote down some ( Read more... )

well.. today wasnt all that bad, flew by. didnt really grasp the fact that i was at school. had a few good laughs. me & janina's hand prints are still on the green door. softball, was alright, my mom YET AGAIN was 35 mins late picking me up, wudnt be so bad if i had a cell phone or if i had my hw to do.. but i never do. my mom said shes been ( Read more... )