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he called and said he wanted to pick up his cellphone tonight and the rest of his shit tomorrow night.
i texted back 'get your shit tonight or never'
he came by with grace and took his stuff, i gave him all the stuff he gave me back.
he left without saying goodbye.
10 minutes later grace comes in and says he wants the xbox back.
i was in tears, i was so angry, so angry that as i was taking out the xbox my tv knocked over.
my mom wanted to talk to him and i screamed at her and told her to sit her ass down. she did.
i went back out and he was right there.
"i fucking hate you" i said.
he turned around and walked back to adam's car.
'FUCK YOU!' and i walked back into the house crying my eyes out.
i hear the car drive away and i grab my moms keys and walk out.
as i walk to the car still dripping salty wet tears i fall to the ground hurting my ankle.
my mom comes after me and holds me as i cry.
i told her i needed some time alone and i needed to get away.
i got in the car, she went back inside.
i cried.
and cried.
and cried.
i called heather 937409273409730497324 times, no answer.
i called...no one because i didnt have any friends.
i called someone i didnt expect to be there for me.
i called dani. she was near by and got to my house in less than 5 minutes.
as she walked up to my moms minivan, i get a text from daniel.
"all the shit i gave you is in the gutter across the stree along with my heart. i will always love you. i never ment to hurt you"
crying, running across the street looking for something. looking for something.
on the passengers side of her benz i find all that shit, ripped up, crumpeled, torn, broken.
chrissy opens the door and i get down to pick up all that shit.
still crying.
i kept dropping one thing after i pick up another.
over and over again.
i let go and fall into chrissy lap crying.
after a good 2 minutes i let go of her and pick up the rest of my stuff.
i put it in my moms car and locks her doors.
as i walk back to dani's car, dani asks if i wanted a hug.
it was the best thing i recieved all week.
we go to a parking lot down the street.
i sit there, smoking a menthal for the first time.
tiny tear drops. an extremley broken heart.
the end.