i think i'm going to start writing in here again ( Read more... )

so my friend overdosed in school today.
and i knew about it but i don't know if i did the right thing.
i'm so scared.
i really need a friend right now.

don't make it a big deal ( Read more... )

don't even show me your face cuz it's a crying shame.

i can't stand my friends sometimes. they all screw me over

hheyy.

i'm at mel's house. and i'm in the worst mood in the world. i'm so goddamn pissed off and depressed at the same time. i don't know what to do.
so i got a scholarship for kean and obviously i will be going there. bah humbug. along that line, i'm sucking in my schoolwork area. and i have a crush on someone from school.

god i hate my

and there is beauty in my weeping mascara
my winged heart
there is beauty behind the facade
tear through the pain
tear through my skin
and into my soul.

break through.

i attepmted dying my hair blonde tonight. i got lighter highlights, and lighter roots.

Looking back on my past, i can't help but sigh. So much pain... yet so much beauty. Blood covered tissues merge together to form a whole, a portrait of my sad sorry yesterdays. And looking at it, i feel bliss. Something i cannot account for. Bliss that my life has changed forever ( Read more... )

hello hotties!

got a few [pretty ugly] pics for you

( makeup )

so now i'm "talkign about people" again.
i love high school.

no i don't.
i really want to get to the bottom of this and find out who's been starting these rumors.
no wait, i probably know who it is.
thanks you guys.

man, katie got some good lovin' tonight

wink wink