Comments | _dark_aurora_: Depressions again...this is the new year

_dark_aurora_

Depressions again...this is the new year

Jan 13, 2005 12:58

I'm not feeling well. My body's as healthy as they come but my soul hurts and bleeds. And there's no way to stop this. I want to crawl into a corner, hide so no one sees me, hoping that someone will come by, embrace me, sooth me and tell me everything's alright and that withdrawing from life is not the right way to go ( Read more... )

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9_til_midnight January 13 2005, 14:57:20 UTC

*hug* you've been there for me, and now i'm here for you...don't go, I'd miss you too much, and you're far too good of a person to hate your life so. as always, i'm here

_dark_aurora_ January 17 2005, 05:41:41 UTC

I won't. I just wish the feeling of wanting to do it would vanish and I could be, if not happy, calm and collected again. Instead I'm falling apart to the point where I don't recognize myslef...it's scary.

sleepingsun_ January 13 2005, 16:59:53 UTC

aww, baby, hope that you will be ok, for sure you will be, hugz and kisses from me!

_dark_aurora_ January 17 2005, 05:43:06 UTC

I manage. Somehow I'm still around and I'll try to take care that it won't change at least for a while. I'll work on being ok, I promise!

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_dark_aurora_ January 17 2005, 05:48:17 UTC

I hope so, too. You made me smile, that's a start, no?

toxicghoul January 13 2005, 17:57:09 UTC

Ending your life is definitely not the best option. Don't run away from your problems. Face them. I know it's hard, but it's the right thing to do. Don't let life defeat you. Ever. *hugs*

_dark_aurora_ January 17 2005, 05:50:15 UTC

Well, facing the problem feels like David fighting Goliath. And facing the same problem every morning and every night becomes very tiresome over time...but hopefully it'll all be over soon and for the better. I'll try...*hugs back*

maniacalmuse January 13 2005, 22:27:35 UTC

don't be self-destructive, hon. It really helps nothing in the long run.

Do something that makes you happy. Even if it is just to distract yourself from the pain for a bit, and then step back and take a look at things and realize that they really aren't that bad, and I know you can deal with it. Good luck!

_dark_aurora_ January 17 2005, 05:44:45 UTC

I try, only the things that used to make me happy somehow become part of the whole mess. But I'll do my best to do as you said...maybe it'll help. Thank you for being there! *hugs*