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[_darkokid]

What can i say about my life right now? I have been with amanda now for almost three months. My work is going well as i got a raise for lifegaurding. My hair is now dark dark brown and im alot tanner. School is almost starting soon and i really dont know how to take it. I mean im leaving amanda, but at the same time it is a new start for me. Its

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[_darkogirl]

well.....im not trying to be mean when saying this but at least u get what i felt a lot of the times you were being a jerk to me. and secondly, i am happy for you, that you are happy, i think. i mean, i just figured out this summer by being at oxford away from everyone i no and i figured out who i am, and i am so happy about that. i had this amazing summer and i met so many people and got very close with a few, especially this one guy and it was so hard to leave them. i was crying the entire bus ride to the airport, and the guy i met, he wasnt afraid to cry infront of me when we were leaving. i just sometimes wish you had.....but as you said, you are a chapter in my life, one i will look back on as an amazing one. i mean, thats all our teen lives are made up of, chapters and each one has its own good and bad things about it. and the reason i didnt respond the email you sent back to me is becuz what you wrote, it made it seem like you didnt want me to. if you want, you can call me, even tho im leaving tonight til the 19th, but when i

[_darkokid]

I mean i know this seems mean but your my past. Im a totally different person from when i was with you. Im happy that you met a guy and all, but it just proves my point how my exs try to get me jealous like you didnt need to include that part but you did just to try and make me jealous. I really just dont care. I realized that you and kim expected too much from me and pressured me instead of just appreciating the things i did right. Well whatever its cool no big deal. Have fun in ur senior year.

[nothingsimple]

wow it's been forever since i've talked to you!
i'm glad you're having a good summer, sounds like you've been really busy.
we should all hang out one last time before everyone goes off to college.
=)
hope i see you soon!

[_darkokid]

I know we should i miss your ass paris. HAHA remember that time you guys were at bretts and i was wasted and gave you guys a tour of his house.

[eyes__blurring]

hey. i havent talked to you in so long.
it sounds like your having a great summer...
when do u leave for school??
<3

[_darkokid]

Aug 21 so soon it sux me you dave and all them should hang before i leave.

[eyes__blurring]

ya for sure. im leaving today til the 14th. so call me soon so we can hang out before u leave. <3

[anonymous]

I hope your not doing her If you sleep with Amanada your just gonna hurt and forget her when its over
-N-

[_darkokid]

who is this?

[anonymous]

Again ASHLEY FROM YOUR SCHOOL