I'm so hammered its not even funny. I'm having troubles making this post make sense, Did that even make sense ( Read more... )

I thought I was done with this. I thought I was done with you ( Read more... )

Note to self: Name next cat Bixby.

 You are perfect. In my eyes anyways.

How sad is it..That even in my dreams..I don't get the guy I want.

I got the call today, I didnt wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old, true friend of ours was talkin on the phone
She said youd found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And the struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside loves open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something ( Read more... )

Three more days and then I get to see you

Three more days and I get to hug you again.

Three more days and I won't have to let you go.

Its such an amazing day!!!! I woke up not tired, and the sun was shining, and the two vultures that were on the building across from me that were fucking yesterday morning were gone! I had a redbull before work today and now im all antsy. I want to be outside, even if its just to pick up garbage at two for the spring 20 minute clean up. I want to ( Read more... )

I get up way too early for work
Work sucks
Tax refunds are amazing
my grandmother is dying
They are shipping my little brother off to sweeden..WTF

so..I really dont know how I feel about this. Why didn't you tell me you were leaving? well, you did, but why didn't you tell me you were leaving in two fucking weeks! thanks a lot. why is it that it feels kinda like my heart is breaking all over again..why did you have to come back into my life. why did you start calling me again.  Why did we ( Read more... )