take this stupid heart; i know its all you ever wanted me for

[_deadrocknroll]

i dont know what is more pathetic... the fact that i believed him when he told me it wasnt true... or that when he finally confessed to what he did, that i didnt end things? everyone kept telling me i was stupid for believing him. theyre right. every keeps telling me im stupid for sticking around after what he did. maybe theyre right, too. i dont

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[nnyheadsplody]

What did he do? I never heard the final word on that.

[_deadrocknroll]

i really dont want exactly what happened posted online so ill tell you on AIM.

[audiobabydoll]

stefan told me what happend.

i know were not really friends but it still really got to me.

there is nobody in the world that is worth you forgiving in a situation like this. NO ONE. not him, or any other guy.

you're gorgeous, smart, and kind hearted...what are you scared of?...you will have no trouble finding someone that will treat you better.

once a cheater, always a cheater. there are no exceptions...if he has it in him to do it once, he will do it again.

anyways, even though we have some people that highly disagree with us getting along...when it comes down to it...i think you're a really cool girl, and im totally there for you whenever you need me.

♥

[_deadrocknroll]

its wierd. ive never been one to put up with this kind of crap, ever. but for some reason... i feel like giving him a second chance. i havent the slightest idea why.

and its really nice to know that you care. i really do appreciate it. thank you. ♥

and as for the people who disagree with us getting along, forget that. we're both big girls... we should be able to decide who we want to be friends with and who not to be friends with.

[audiobabydoll]

if you really feel like he deserves a second chance, maybe he does... but dont give him a third or fourth chance.

i really do care about you though, its funny how much we've been through yet we havent even hung out. its been longer than a year since all that drama went on...im 102% over it. we've both changed a lot since then, and its really not worth holding on to, you know?

[_deadrocknroll]

yeah. there most definitely wont be a third or fourth chance.

and we really should hang out. even though we've been through so much crap, i can see us becoming good friends.

oh. and i added you back on myspace but when i went to comment it wouldnt let me.

[noimnotokay]

combat baby.

comeback baby.

miss you manda.

missyoubadddddd< 3

[_deadrocknroll]

then freekin cooome to redding!
ooooh shooot.
less than a month til i get my license!
roadtrip to woodland?
i thiiiink so.

P.s.

[noimnotokay]

if some boy broke your heart.

im going to break his face.

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[_deadrocknroll]

sweetie; dont worry about it.
surrrriously.
ill get over it.
but thank you anyways.
i looove you.