call it quits or get a grip

[_deadrocknroll]

i want to get to know myself.
i want to know what i want and i want to know how to get it.
i dont want to feel so lost all the time.
i want to be certain about at least one thing.
at this point, everything in my life is a blur.
i want some certainty with who i am.

why is that all so hard.

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[noimnotokay]

its weird how we both feel the same way at the same time.

you'll figure it out< 3

[_deadrocknroll]

we'll both figure it out eventually. :)

ugh. i really miss you.
i actually wrote a really long entry
the other day and part of it was about you.
and about how i miss you, but i deleted it.
it went something like this....

"i really miss anthony. a lot.
i miss having someone to kick tampons at.
i miss having someone to tag skate parks with.
i miss having someone fun to hang out with.
i basically just miss him."