so high. nauseous and love sick.

[_dear_sir]

its raining slightly, warm heavy air. i couldnt eat even though i just spent the last 30 minutes in front of the stove preparing my meal- chopping onions their sweet scent makin me cry, sauteing crisp green spinach and frying tofu. but i cant eat, i cant even stand i feel week all over. too high

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katie was one of the best friends of my life. i worked through so much shit about class and mental illness with her that i'd never even talk about with others because she was the only one who knew the right words, could guess what i was thinking. she taught me how to be brutal with shitty strangers and passing a j in the smoking room or the porch at my house on moorhead are some of my favorite memories. i miss those times so much that it almost makes me want to forget how many times she broke my heart.