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It breaks my heart to know that I still love you.
I hate how you still have this power over me, even now that we're through.
I dont think I can talk to you without wishing we were together again.
& I hate myself for feeling this way, when you're already moving on.
I hate how I cant let go
thats all I want.. to just let go.
I'm sick of those lies.
I hate these tears that constantly stream from my eyes.
&I dont think its fair that you occupy my mind the way you do
& I hate you for it
yet I love you for it.
I want to hold your hand again and have "i love you more" fights.
I want our late night phone calls back.
I just want us to be together again.
& I know thats not gonna happen but I still wish it could.
All I want is to know we can be friends without my feelings getting involved
but I dont think thats gonna happen either.
I hate myself for feeling this way but I do.
All I want to do is hear you say "i love you" one more time.
- I miss him