"Despairs burn me eternally"

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My mom just called me in to talk to me. We're basically broke. We can't afford ANYTHING, our income covers our bills almost exactly. We have no money for anything. My 20 bucks a week have to suffice for everything I want or need. My mom told me she has to NOT EAT to buy anything, or to give me money for things I need help on. I feel like shit.. I

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=( I can't go jobshopping with you tomorrow. My parents say that they think it would be best if i wait unitl I'm 16 for a job. And that I'll have more chances then. (and they're kinds right) and i was thinking...how will i manage a job now? i have only time to take care of myself and do schoolwork. eh. I guess i'll work on getting my permit first, then when i turn 16 i'll try and get a job.
sorry i can't go Athena, i feel bad. But you know that i hope you find someplace awesome that are nice.
ttyl
Joyce