i would do anything to get back my innocence; and see the world through my four-year-old perspective. I want the only thing that matters to be dirt on my knees and sand in my hand. I want to look up at all of the big people and be amazed, and wonder if i will ever get that tall. I want to be completely amazed by the world and all of the little ( Read more... )

it's so sad: i figured out by the time i was 12 what teen life is supposed to be all about. and couldn't wait for the year i turned into a teenager; and now that i'm living it, it feels like i'm just going through the motions. is it so bad to want something more? I don't want to deal with your down cycles. i tell myself it's only because the ( Read more... )