im giving up the greatest thing i've ever had. for my entire life of bullshit and i finnaly have something amazing and im doing this. i think i really am happy being sad but i cant even feel anything right now and i dont like it. i did feel alive, i dont anymore. i dont know what im doing. nothing makes senses anymore.

what am i doing.
i cant do this i cant do this

wtf.

taking new steps.

i want to be able to kick back and relax ( Read more... )

what does all this mean.

all my everything to those who are gone. i did know you. not a lot but i did. i wish i could of gone to the memorial. i wish i could of had a day to get to know you. instead of knowing of you, to know you ( Read more... )

i have GOT to go to saturday school.

if i go all everytime until midmarch i can have my 37 down to under 12 and i can do perfect attendance to get rid of them.

but if i do get that 55. i wont walk!

LAME

can human nature be changed? can one rid themselves of desire, or love ( Read more... )

would you rather look good or feel good?