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i hate pretending things are good. i hate when people ask me how i am, and i answer fine, or just dandy, when that's not the truth at all, and i hate how im stubborn when it comes to apologies. i hate wanting something i can't have. i hate the fact that i have no one to call my own. i hate that jay is 3 hours away and doesn't have a computer at ( Read more... )

so yesturday was an amazinnggg day haha.. after school me jill craig erin and meryn went some random field, oh yeah northeastern field or something idk? smokey smokey obvv.. pre practice haha.. there was like a puddle which im pretty sure was like supposed to be a lake, but me and craig " had a moment" and we sent off a arizona iced tea can with ( Read more... )

school was pretty cool today, wasn't bad, after school i went to alex's with vj... then to dunkies and cvs with them.. im pretty sure they're the funniest people i know, they make me laugh, everything they do i love it...anywaysss yeah tonight i went out to dinner with jill and marg, i love those 2 girls they're awesome haha soo funny, jill was ( Read more... )

wensday school started, schooll sucks, as do my classes. i have volleyball everyday after school, i hate it and i desperately want to quit, but my gay parents won't let me. thursday we had a game, jill marg & i got 3 kids numbers from brookline, it was a good time, very funny, they followed our bus in their jeep.. creepy, but hilarious. friday we ( Read more... )

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new york was absolutley a m a z i n g soo much shopping .. went to boston with krista tonight, which was a blast obviously, got a shirt & sweatshirt at pumaa..cute cute cute, on the way to the T station we saw george and his little sk8in crewww, got ignored, got akward , so me and krista left. :/ kinda made me feel like an asshole, coooool. hate.

hate is a strong word, and i've given up.. or given in, one or the other...?

im leaving for nyc tomorrow with annie, i am thrilled, time to get away from everything, finnaly.

i don't know.

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these people put a smile on my face, which hasn't been done in a while, aka they're good friends... yayyyyy<3 oh yeah one of the few boys i have been able to stand lately, ladies and gents i give you alex daga

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