.. so yeah kayla picked out my outfit the concert on tues, why idk but i like it, so i got some more accessorys to match it.. mhmm goodie today i dropped madd billlss in boston, shopped like it was no ones buisness! i wore my very kissable, very huggable shirt, i got one too mannyy creepy comments on it. hahah i suppose i was asking for it? mhm so ( Read more... )

okay so i hate when people lie, and i hate when people are fake. im so sick of dedham, i hate almost everyone in this freakkkinnnnggg town. uhh yeah soo life goes on and doesn't get much better, no it doesn't get better at all, i don't think i had a smile on my face today once, whyy should i? i talked to some guy in boston in spanish, that was ( Read more... )

ok out of nowhere i've talked to 3 of my asshole ex's this week, why? i do not know. i haven't talked to any of them in so long, and they just imed me out of nowhere. i didn't like 2/3 of those convos, i had a nice talk with arbb though, he wants me and l to come stay down the cape for a day or two, im sure my mom will be absolutely thrilled with ( Read more... )

can't sleep, same as last night, too much to think about.. last night i rented 3 movies from b-buster ( i hate that place) & i ate a whole tub thing of ben & jerrys & shared 3 bags of popcorn with favy ladyy<33 made me feel like crap, but it cheered me up somewhat, im in a funk, im really depressed lately, i have no desire to be happy? which i dont ( Read more... )

okay i may be busting out a 90's jam, but i've been listening to it alot lately, and the lyrics are pretty explanitory of my recent events, kinda, i guess you could say. question mark? so here yaaaaa go loves<33 ( Read more... )

seriously, is anyone ever 100% sastisfied with life? cause i sure as hell aren't. it sucks so bad, i was thinking about it alot today. i've got nothing going for me right now, and it's incredibly depressing to think about. i was wicked sad and i had no idea why. people change so quickly and im getting so sick of it. im finding it harder to trust ( Read more... )

Today may have been the dullest day of my life, work, lunch, home, hair did, and phone all day. So nothing really exciting to write about. I miss my boy, I don't know if I can actually call him my boy, so I'm just gonna say I miss him for now. He comes home in 3 days which is very exciting, and my friend hilary comes over saturday, I haven't seen ( Read more... )