for
corposant, and everyone else i've picked up along the way...
leanne, 22, sydney.
i am an arts student, probably not the wisest choice i've ever made, but at the same time i couldn't imagine myself doing anything else if i had to. i think i have pretty cool parents for an asian. i live with my parents, one younger brother, my grandma (maternal side) and my dog. I have lived in the same house my entire life, am addicted to sex and the city, coca-cola, clothes (esp. jeans) and hates capital letters.
i am still love cartoons as much as i did when i was a kid, am perpetually late, smoke like a chimney and party like it's going out of style. but at the same time, i can be a complete homebody and go into hibernation for weeks on end. i smell like gucci (envy me/rush2) and spend far much more than i earn. i am an insomniac. i can't take sleeping tablets anymore because i started growing too reliant on them at one point in my life.
i'm a bit too much of a tomboy for my own good. i rather hang out with guys than girls, prefer a night in with that someone than a night out on the town. i always have my nails painted and am absolutely terrified of heights & insects.
i am completely tone deaf and have never been able to play an instrument (i am about to get guitar lessons). one of my guilty pleasures is trashy chick lit. i hate scary/gory movies. i am a perfectionist, but ironically, i am not a very organised person.
i have never broken a bone in my life, am always covered in bruises and scratches. i pick at my lips when i am bored, and the cuticle around my left index finger when i am upset. i am always cold and have very little patience.
i am too trusting, but at the same time i don't trust anyone at all. i wear my heart on my sleeve and get easily attached to people, but i never give myself away completely. i put on a great show, i don't think people around me realise the extent of my damage. i haven't always been like this; i once was a very optimistic person who in the end trusted too many of the wrong people. i guess that's how i ended up here the way i am.
i am a fiercely loyal friend, but get on my wrong side and you will learn that i am not a very forgiving person. i live in the past and find letting go one of the hardest things to do. i am cynic, but i believe in fairy tale endings, soul mates and all the things that cynics don't believe in.
i guess i could keep writing and trying to explain all these character inconsistencies, but i think you had to have known me when i believed, and know me now after all the dust has settled - to know why i have such a conflicting personality.
i hope you've learnt a little bit more about me, but if there was something else you wanted to know, feel free to leave a comment and i will be more then happy to answer :)