Stressed...but ultimately happy
I'm going to see Doodle in just over two months!!!!~ In Hawaii!!!!! I'm really quite happy about this And maybe I'll be able to find time to write in the few weeks left before my life really gets crazy.
Work is going well. Face to face I'm good with customers and coworkers, although the bitchy ones are kinda draining. I'm getting kinda stressed about this fall though, with the other job starting back up, and classes beginning 4-6 days a week, I'm not looking forward to that juggling act.
Mom and I are starting to work things out; Grandma's death made it real hard for her to be a mom to me and my sisters and while my sisters have been dealing pretty well with that, i haven't. I miss Grandma a lot, but what was really tough for me was feeling like i lost my mom too.
And it turns out living with a baby (when it's not yours) really isn't all that hard. I live with my aunt and uncle (who are only a few years older than me) and my cousin will be turning one in less than a month. I've lived with them this whole year and he is a joy. He rarely cries, doesn't fuss much, and is all smiles. I love that kid. Plus, whenever he does fuss, i don't have to deal with it!!
Work is going well. Face to face I'm good with customers and coworkers, although the bitchy ones are kinda draining. I'm getting kinda stressed about this fall though, with the other job starting back up, and classes beginning 4-6 days a week, I'm not looking forward to that juggling act.
Mom and I are starting to work things out; Grandma's death made it real hard for her to be a mom to me and my sisters and while my sisters have been dealing pretty well with that, i haven't. I miss Grandma a lot, but what was really tough for me was feeling like i lost my mom too.
And it turns out living with a baby (when it's not yours) really isn't all that hard. I live with my aunt and uncle (who are only a few years older than me) and my cousin will be turning one in less than a month. I've lived with them this whole year and he is a joy. He rarely cries, doesn't fuss much, and is all smiles. I love that kid. Plus, whenever he does fuss, i don't have to deal with it!!