You can't risk your heart for somebody if you aren't willing to potentially feel longterm pain, just for a few moments of happiness.

man, i really messed up.

you'll never know how much your comment meant to me.
it gave me hope and a little direction.

thanks a lot. i needed it :]

i hate aaron. really want nothing to do with him. damnit!

and i've been seeing all these people from high school and i feel so old.

on the other hand it's been nice to see joey again. i hope we don't lose touch again. [:

i'm completely unmotivated lately. i don't want to go to school or work. i just want to stay home and sleep and hang out with my friends.

i wish i was so lucky.

fix me, peas :D

so far so good [:
*knock on wood *

i seriously just came to this realization (again) that i'm not over boys.. i'm over me. i'm the one who lets myself fall for the nice things they say. it's programmed in their heads to say nice things to get in my pants and once they do they don't need nice words anymore cause they got what they wanted. so i'm just over listening to it. it'll be ( Read more... )

I miss the past more than I should.

I'm pretty much in denial I'm going up. But I just miss everyone and everything.

when i was about 12 and i had just spent the weekend at my dad's and we were meeting up with my mom and david and LAX. we were stopped at a light and i looked to my right and there was a girl about my age now driving in the car next to us crying. i felt so bad for her and my dad told me to stop staring. i didn't understand why she would cry in her ( Read more... )

i'm confused. that's it.