Comments | _die_tragedy: this is to all the days i've cried myself to sleep

_die_tragedy

this is to all the days i've cried myself to sleep

Aug 01, 2004 21:20

I feel so out of control and unstable. I wish someone could prove to me that there is a meaning to my existence. To go through the same routine everyday going in circles not going anywhere with your life. Tearing myself up inside trying to find that innerpeace that most likely isn't even there. I wish I coulda have one accomplishment one good thing ( Read more... )

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halitehearts August 2 2004, 08:45:42 UTC

I think you should start school again as quickly as possible. It means less time to dwell on negative things and having something to work toward. And, you know, cute pbcc boys couldnt hurt. I love you devonnn. <33

_die_tragedy August 3 2004, 20:46:32 UTC

I know I need to start on my diploma but the program im using takes so long. UGH. What a piece of shit it is!! But I want to go to PBCC as soon as I get it done and JON is my HOT pbcc boy lmao. <33 you 2 Lis.. can't wait till Saturday ;)

anonymous August 2 2004, 13:57:05 UTC

"but if anyone knew how ugly and lonely it was in side. They'd think I was to contagious even to be looking at" that's gorgeous. what you wrote... i love it.
don't worry about what ppl are thinking about you. you dont have to prove yourself to anybody.
you'll always have jon to make you smile, won't you?

_die_tragedy August 3 2004, 20:49:26 UTC

Awe thanks your comment made me feel SO much better, it brightened my day tehehe. But who is this?