and what an amazing piece of art it is. but your still fucking yourself up and it hurts me and i know it must hurt other people to. its conflicting because i want to say, 'well actually, yeah, beautiful emotive piece, really quite gripping' but then i want to say 'why the fuck have you done this again??? every promise to stop, to quit for a while, all the talks, everything, i guess its not enough, i should have been there, i'm never really there, i guess i don't try hard enough, fuck, your destroying yourself and i just don't have the time and dedication needed to help you, so when something like this happens all i can do is think i'm the bigger fuck up.'
what can i do? can i write you letters? call you once in a while... you don't have a home phone... and sometimes could i come by... i'd always need a ride. don't know what to do.
I ain't no best friend or anything but I'm always here to listen :nods: [I know its whut everyone says but I couldn't think of a more creative sentence at this hour lol] *hugs* <3
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what can i do? can i write you letters? call you once in a while... you don't have a home phone... and sometimes could i come by... i'd always need a ride. don't know what to do.
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me>you>vodka>this thursday night? let me know .love ya x
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