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Oh Livejournal, how I've betrayed you. Why is it that I've updated my myspace blog significantly more than this one over the past month??? NOT COOL ( Read more... )

The insomnia is back... a side effect of Ed ( Read more... )

so I got the my fin aid today -but I only got half -lol, cause the other 4000 comes after xmas. I knew getting that much ($8000) at once sounded wrong. Either way, it is at my disposal to use accordingly and I will try to find a place to live. I know WHERE I want to live, at least the part of town. But I have learned that I cannot live alone. I'm ( Read more... )

I've somehow gained an ungodly amount of weight this past week. I don't know what to do. I'm not eating THAT much. I'm eating the prescribed 2000 calories. I'm also working out for an hour a day. And if I do eat more, I don't keep it. How is this happening? My stomach is huge and I'm about to burst into tears. I don't know what to do.

( Whoa there, guy. )

So I had to be ghetto and take pictures of pictures to get these on my computer. The scanner busted a long time ago - but one of the people I went to NYC with let me look through her picz0rs and I thought I'd post a few more of them. I'm just intrigued because I feel like I look so much smaller in these pics than I ever have. [probably because I ( Read more... )

I just had the best workout I've had in MONTHS... Was it because I ate 3 times yesterday and had breakfast this morning??? MAYBE. But I'm already gaining weight. I'm just going to try [for now] to tell myself that this is necessary and it will come off - or it'll stop where my body wants to be... and I guess I'll work on it from there.

I ate breakfast this morning and it SUCKED. I'm not ready to gain weight. [keep in mind it's not REAL weight, it's water weight]... and it'll take my body a while to even out -not sure how long. I think I'm gonna go grocery shopping after I go to the gym. Then I need to devote the rest of my day to school work. I wish I was at ACL...

So I went back, again, and made everything friends only - but that's because I think this journal has been going in the wrong direction for far too long and I wanted to put myself in check. I did this to start this journal over again. Make sense? I also feel like I haven't updated this thing in ages... I've been SO BUSY. Wow, I just don't remember ( Read more... )