lmfao!!! guess who just called me? ur fav person, lol, she asked about u, made sure u were ok and asked if i talked to u at all, i didn't lie really lol, i told her, yeah sometimes...ah she's going crazy, i managed not to laugh while on the phone tho, point for me... we're gonna cause a scene, u and me...

i forgot what i wanted to write lol, in a little bit of a weird situation which i am working to get out of so i can move on to other better things, like ninjas, just gotta figure out how to go about this now, hmmm... and besides, ppl don't care what i think or feel, so y should i bother worrying about them? they are dumb, and i will be happy again ( Read more... )

fuck you, u damn manipulative bastard, ur little mind tricks and guilt trips don't work on me nemore, muahaha, i am stronger and better now, i don't need u, but u still need me, muahahaha, u r pathetic thinking u can manipulate me into doing things for u again, no now i play by my own rules, u play by my rules, maybe i'll give u a chance, maybe not ( Read more... )

darn impulses and desires... i'm such a beeping retard, it makes me grrr, but yeah, still grrr... what to do, not least avoid doing it again i guess at least, grrr... damn cryptic messages i have to write, just plain this...

Becca, call me sometime, i haven't talked to u in forever and we need to hang out SOON!!!!

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happiness at long last!!! yes!!! lol its crazy, its something so small but it still makes me so happy and i can't think of anything else... i hope it goes good, i don't see why it won't... *sigh* such a tease... lol... i can't til tomorrow night and the next day but i'm not sure when after that, busy this weekend so prob monday during break and ( Read more... )

blah blah fucking blah, thats how i feel, things are so dumb, just when u think they're going to be better, then someone gets invovled again and then u think things will be alright, but no, right after that, everything's bad again, but y should it be? if i don't let it be bad and get to me, i should be fine right? i've been telling myself that so ( Read more... )

ahh just got back from walmart, got some good food finally, didn't really see neone there cuz its later than usual, work today at the bookstore was crazy, they had me working everywhere, they kept switching what i was doing, its alright tho so i didn't get too fried out doing just one thing continually... ludlow was alright, me and joe fixed the ( Read more... )

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