Dont let me break today

[_dontstopmenow_]

all my fucking lessons were cancelled today. so i get up at 7. to go home at 2. & i did nothing. nothing,nothing,nothing. I don't want to be 18. I'm not ready to be an adult. I feel like turning 18, its like: Welcome to your actual life. It's like I have to care, I have to be responsible &gah. Anyone else hate birthdays as much as me? ] :

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[siren_44]

I'm scared of growing up.
I want to be 18, but don't want to be older.
does that make sense?
lovexxxx