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The day Donny started liking me was when I took care of him at my house. He was shot in the balls by his brother ;).
Dakota?
pictures from my one last theater banquet.
Lisa is really beautiful.
My teeth are so white.
Christ, we look really great, ha.
The last crying banquet picture we'll have, ever. And it's a terrible one where both of our eyeliner poops are dangling from our tear ducts.
The seniors kept saying 'Oh Dotty, don't cry. We'll come back and visit you guys next year!'. I just pretended like they were right.
Beach House.
YAY-cob.
I love this boy.
I miss my old self.
She looks like a doll.
Me n' Dustin a long time ago.
I found this picture and I thought it was really endearing. Dillon & I seem like another life.
A few nights ago.
I love my beautiful sister.
Where Furbi belongs...
...for GOOD.
gangster-ing has gotten old.
I guess I thought I had a lot more pictures.
I actually know that I do. But I do not know where they are.
Things have been pretty weird and really fun lately.
I miss Isabelle a lot, even though she's right here in my house. But that really doesn't matter if she's just downstairs. It feels like her mind is completely lost in the clouds, 24/7. I don't know how to express the sadness I feel about it. Thinking about it adds ten pounds of weight & constriction against my chest.
I feel as though Isabelle is my balloon, and I'm watching her slowly float away. She doesn't know, and I can't do anything about it.
I want to come off positively to everyone. I want to be lively again.
Just because I know that nobody would really like the side of me i've been trying to shroud from myself, & everybody who knows me.
I've gotten really good at avoiding the process of...feeling, lately.
So good, that I don't exactly remember how to anymore at all, actually.
To me, that's not being fake at all. It's...I don't even know. I've never felt like this before.