im staring face to face with loneliness

[_downandout_]

i finally realized it. it finally hit me. im sick of this but i finally understand.. im just horrible.. in every aspect

and it kills me.

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[_not_your_starx]

you are amazing. so stop this now!

[_downandout_]

if i really am, why do i feel this way, why doesnt it feel like i am, why am i alone? i cant jsut stop. its the way i am . and i hate it

[dude_yr_socrazy]

Helloooo Apple-lips!
you're an awesome awesome awesome person & anyone
that can't see that is a total loserface! Cheer up <3
- Gabby

p.s : we need to hang out before this summer is over!

[_downandout_]

its not about anyone inperticularl.. its jsut he way i feel about myself and everything idk. im dumb

[_likeamystery]

oh my goodness ally, dear.

you are FAR from horrible. you are a wonderful person and i love you very very VERY much, and so does everybody else.
and whoever doesn't, well, they just aren't worth your time!

to quote something sarah said to me yesterday:

starkgrneyes:
see this is you----> :-\
and this *~*~*~*~*~*~*is this positive side
and this is what it all looks like when i put it together
:-\ ll *~*~*~*~*~*~*
.....^ wall that blocks the positive looking over

heh i know it barely makes any sense, but you get the idea.

and i hope you feel better

[_downandout_]

i wish i could just believe all of you.. but i can't it doesnt register.. its all a lie. i dont konw how to be positive for myself

[killed_forasong]

i know how you feel.

we'll talk of this later

[fookanish79]

Ally you stop this rubbish immediately. UNDERSTAND?

If you weren't amazing I wouldn't have spent the entire night pouring my heart out to you, considering you were a complete stranger at the time.

Things are fucked up sometimes...but in the end, everything will work out for the best.

So just smile and be happy.