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At times I wish I knew what I really want. Just to please myself, but really, I am human. I dont want anything but to make others happy. I like to always give the best to family, but lately my cousin worries me. She is 13, and she is still in 4th grade. I am not sure about it now, but she always seemed to have, a certain hatred towards me. And I ( Read more... )

Shame To Society (7:57:23 PM): dont you think its pathetic to even consider a person in weston, a person?
Rabid Pacemaker (7:57:37 PM): don't you live in weston?
Shame To Society (7:58:00 PM): i lived in miami
Shame To Society (7:58:22 PM): i am not counted as a westonizer. im not annoying and scream penis all the time

doobedo. David SUDDENLY is going ( Read more... )

Though I gave up on the use of online journals. I will still update the series of the events that have happened the past 2 weeks. So really who am I to judge? But does Kyle for once isnt trying to be like Greg? Hmmm interesting stuff how he stood up to me and just gazed upon my eyes like nothing was happening. I feel ashamed to know such human ( Read more... )

It was about a year ago where life itself was worthless. It was when I lost for myself. I never thanked those along the way, I never realized that the one person I wanted to love me. Never really cared at all. I have found love with Erick, I now know what love really is, and what caring for someone really feels like. But Im scared to say, after ( Read more... )

So, Erick said the sweetest thing to me. He always does, but he's always saying those kinds of things that just get me in the good mood ( Read more... )

Why the hell does everybody feel like "punching a wall" is cool too. So great, I got into this argument with this friend I had in my deadjournal. Why? because I said the truth. Because I said people that cut, most likely like to show off their cuts and most likely show off why they are soooooooooo dark and goth. I dont seem to cry a river about it ( Read more... )

I wish I had some type of job. Maybe something that involved sitting typing my problems away while I wear a nice elegant suit. I need money, and Im not kidding ( Read more... )

Im extremely tired, and I must read a 306 page book. Does it look like Im in the mood after having 3 days off? Pfft. Im sooo doing that some other time.

Once I get done with my bitching and consume all this on this entry. I will let you know, my entry was deleted ( Read more... )