maybe you should talk to someone about going to a psychiatric place(like a inpatient type of thing)...where they help you with all the shit your going threw...i went there..i dont really remember alot of it because of the shape i was in...i really fucked up my body and mind...looking back on it i freak out...it was such an awful feeling...like i was on a horrible trip...i have to stay away from surtan medacine or i could die...all the meds i took REALLY took a tole on my body..i so close to dying...i had to get my stomach pumped and drink charcole(it the ER) and every hour i had to drink this shit so my liver wouldnt fail...which still is a posobility today..i could just die any second
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Re: me agian..bang_b4ngAugust 26 2004, 18:53:24 UTC
wow, you went through alot. I hope your alright. Jordyn, I think this person has a good point. We all love you and you can't just solve your problems by cutting. It doesn't solve or help anything even though you may think it does. I'm not trying to get on your case cause I know a little about whats going on but I care about you very mucho. Get better. <33333333
yeah i know you guys care about me and i am going to try really hard to stop and if i ant and i keep doing it then i will get help ok. and yes that person is very helpful only if i knew who she was?
don't feel bad about always ending up cutting agian...it happend to me again...and it felt so good to watch me bleed...it soaked threw my wrist band i was wearing and my mom almost noticed...
i realized part of my problem is my school. i cant stand it there...so i am looking into going to a private school...if that is whats bothering you, i suggest you look into it.
also--when it comes to boys i have the worst luck...i was inlove and still am. he was my everything...one thing led to another and about a year later we were totally off. i swore i would never talk to him agian, he did the same thing. he's the biggest jerk to me and is constantly making up shit about who i do stuff with...it hurts so much..thats another reason im changing schools..its an all girl school so i will never be heart broken agian.
just remember never let a boy treat you like shit. your worth so much more. never bleive single mean thing he says about you.
Jordyn, i am not sure what ur problem is but I am so so scared 4 u I love u and all but ur really freaking me out. I dont really kno what to say but that, that one person really has a point u really dont want to put ur self in that kind of danger. All of ur friend are literally sacred and concerned for u! JORDYN I AM SCARED!!!! PS I am not trying to bitch about it either!! Love <3 <3 Concerned friend
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i realized part of my problem is my school. i cant stand it there...so i am looking into going to a private school...if that is whats bothering you, i suggest you look into it.
also--when it comes to boys i have the worst luck...i was inlove and still am. he was my everything...one thing led to another and about a year later we were totally off. i swore i would never talk to him agian, he did the same thing. he's the biggest jerk to me and is constantly making up shit about who i do stuff with...it hurts so much..thats another reason im changing schools..its an all girl school so i will never be heart broken agian.
just remember never let a boy treat you like shit. your worth so much more. never bleive single mean thing he says about you.
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Love <3 <3
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