Hmm. Just changed my strings. I decided to try these Zack Wylde signature "Boomers". They sound pretty cool. I like them. Today after school I went to Farmer's Market and give Stephanie my application so she could give it to a boss and help me get a job. I need one so bad and I have no luck at getting one whatsoever. I've been trying for a really ( Read more... )

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Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating
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today was average. thought i had more to say . . . guess i was wrong.

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i looked at the calendoer today and realized i was a day off on my count! today was 54. okay, got that out of the way. . . earlier i talked to my Dad's girlfriend, Stephanie. I hadn't talked to her in a while and the main subject was my Dad, of course. He gets out of La Grange on Aug. 30th. Things are going to be weird when he gets out. But when i ( Read more... )

these 52 days are behind me and when i wake up i start 53! wow, things are a lot fucking better like this. ive been driving to school. i got applications in and have a good chance to get hired at KFC and McDonald's. i wish someone would quit working at mcdonalds and i would get hired instantly. The hiring manager already told me i was next for sure ( Read more... )

i've made it this far. and i hope i can keep it up. 45 of those days i didnt have a choice and the last 5 were easier than i expected. but it is still the hardest thing i have ever done.

things are really looking up. made amends to an old friend, and i feel a lot better. im glad some people can forgive. i wish everyone could be that way. the world ( Read more... )

i don't really know what to say to you

fuck you

my whole life you have been completely different every day

one day you love me

the next, you want to kill me

i've put up with it for 16 years

your the reason why my family is torn into shreds

you care about one person

and this person is so completely out of her mind

i almost think she doesn't deserve ( Read more... )

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes . . . again

Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need . . .of some . . . stranger's hand
In a . . . desperate land

I've been home for two days now. If i can keep up what I'm doing then when I go to sleep tonight I will have been clean 47 days. I hope I can hold out. One day at a time. Things haven't changed, but it seems like they are starting too now. It's weird. I missed everyone so much. I know I have at least two real friends, and they should know who they ( Read more... )