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for those interested, i will be hosting a birthday party for myself in big bear again this year. itll be on saturday march 15.
i can guarantee that it will be amazing.
lonny flies down on the 15th, so hopefully he ends up in big bear that night. i miss that kid.

i feel like i don't know what I'm doing anymore.
i hope my choices aren't dumb.

fuck
i dont even feel like complaining.

where is the familiar?

it really makes me mad when i see my ex boyfriends happy.
haha, I'm a little bitter.

rip 

im so full. i need to not not eat all day and then get stoned and have dinner. its gross i eat more than i should and feel sick ( Read more... )

i love the irony of my new car's license plate.
it starts with 5rek.
like 5 wreck. as in if i crash this car it will be major wreck number 5 for me. 
foreshadow much?

i'm not sure if i'm isolating myself or i'm just not worth the time of day, but i don't seem to see any of my friends much.

back to normal,workworkschoolschoolworkwork. now im really going to be socially deprived.

so excited.
im flying to san francisco in a desperate attempt to escape riverside.
ill be back sunday evening, p out.

Christmas was small. it didn't feel like Christmas and it still doesn't.
I received jeans, shoes, tops, sweaters, designer jewelry, a purse, gift cards, money, and my new baby: sunshine. (ephraim's gift of a beautiful glass on glass bong).

I know I've gotten old when I like giving gifts more than I like receiving them.

Merry Christmas :)