today was absolutely worthless.

my life is driving me insane.

Another Found Self/Minkus show tonight at the Cellar. The Interns/Wesker/The Kellys show at The Bad Apple. it's going to be a long night.

i hate the way i feel lately. somebody fucking shoot me.

somebody fucking shoot me.

okay...so maybe i was lying to myself when i said there was no attachment. maybe i would love a phone call. maybe i do hate the other girls that call him cute on his myspace. maybe i do want him to want me again. maybe it was a mistake.

fuck if i know anything about myself or the world around me.

i'm good for shutting people out.

my dad annoys the hell out of me. he bitches about everything that i do. just now he said that going to cedar's (because it's in downtown youngstown) was just like putting a bullet in a gun and playing russian roulette. pleeeeease.

so warped tour is today. i can't say that i'm not excited. i can say that i'm nervous about driving ( Read more... )

i've decided upon the reasoning behind why i have yet to find a significant other and why i will never get one ( Read more... )

it's sort of amazing. the things that can happen to you when you are least expecting them. the things that can be sent your way when you least expect them. the amazing people that you can meet so absolutely randomly. the way that amazing people can have such an impact on your life and not even know it. it's refreshing to know that there are ( Read more... )

yeah...

so...

i lost my job today.

the pizza shop is not opening tomorrow.

a month before school starts.

wonderful.

welcome to my life.