Disclaimer : Do not read if you want to continue thinking I am a good person.

Feb 14, 2006 15:28

I always think that god has something against me, or that I am being punished for something. But, I am absolutely sure I get what I deserve. I have to be the worst person in the world. I always pretend that I am alright in the head, and that I am moral and just, but, I'm just missing out on life. I've lost my passion. My life has consisted of ( Read more... )

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generic response nate_pipkin February 15 2006, 08:28:36 UTC
Although you may have come across this solution before, Have you consider writing down what you feel? I have a journal I keep whenever I feel depressed I usually write in it everything that bothers me that I can think up that day. Every taboo thought, greatess fear, worst nighmare, and greatest desires. It may not make you feel completely better, or resolve any issue you are suffering from but it certainly clears your mind and your perception of the world is more focused. Writing has helped me reach many realizations. And although they are not good realizations, it's a start to figuring out how to make your life better, if you findout that is your real desire.

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rachinator13 February 15 2006, 09:28:12 UTC
james i love you. you're one of the best people i know. for example when I was down there & called you out of the blue saying I needed out of where I was you didn't ask any questions you just told me you'd find a way there. To find people who really care about you and love you like that is so rare and you're one of the friendships i cherish most because you always make me feel good when I'm around you. No matter how down or happy I am you make it better.
I don't know what's wrong but I hope you'll be ok. I miss being around you and going to shows with you and if you ever want to get away you know you can come here. Not that Ohio is exciting but sometimes all it takes is a few days away from the norm.
take care of yourself james. people do love you and you are NOT a bad person.

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