I've cried at least once a day for the past few weeks.

[_emmo]

I don't know why, but suddenly I've fealt that I've done everyone a big disgrace by being alive. Which is weird because I haven't fealt alive in such a long long time. I've fealt so dead on the inside. I don't know what to do with my life. All I know is that I don't feel like I've been doing anyone good with me being alive. I think that is why

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[vamoos]

James, I don't know what to do with my life either... and I feel sort of dead on the inside also. Sometimes I feel like I'm not even good enough for myself - how could I be good for anyone else... so... you're not alone. Just so you know.

::licks your face::

[anotherfacade]

you are far from alone in your feelings.
Believe me, though you are loved and people are thankful for your exsistance, as futile as it may seem to yourself.
You are amazing, and dont forget it.
*hugs*

[pinkieismeeh]

i heard you didnt make it up to 850. don't worry. when i go, im dragging you with me, <3