#84

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It had gotten to the point where i was ok with my weight... didn't really care bout others opinions of how i looked...

i've been trying so hard to lose weight... going back to karate... marching... etc.

but then i weight myself... and if anything i've gained weight

now i feel like crap... damn weight... damn scale... damn you all

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[colorofmytear]

okay andrea! i cannot BELIEVE you would say something as SHALLOW as that!!! dont care at all what fuckers say. thats their fucking problems. SHEESH!!!!

i remember this time in, i think it was the 6th grade, and i was complaining about my weight and clothes in the lunch line and you gave me a look and said to me: "mariohn, youre turning preppy. why? i cant believe youre turning out like this." actually that kinda made me feel bad for about a week but ever since then i dont CARE anymore thanks to YOU! so dont gimme that shallow, pyscopathic model-like bullshit that everyone else talks about. its not you. youre better than that.

*btw, im giving you the same look that you gave me with the same message that goes along with it*

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O.o

LMAO!!!!!!

I'm sorry for making you feel bad... but i guess your right... it just bothers me i guess.. don't know why though... but heres the difference between you and i... YOU ARE SKINNY AND YOU HAVE NO REASON TO LOSE WEIGHT... CUZ YOU HAVE NO FAT!!

=P

but..

thanx

^_^

i'll try to not let it bother me

[colorofmytear]

lol dont feel sorry for making me feel bad!! u made me realize that it doesnt MATTER!!

and being skinny has its downside too ... PEOPLE THINK IM ANOREXIC!!!! so be happy! at least you look HEALTHY!!!

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