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May 16, 2007 15:31

all I can do is cry and laugh.

saying goodbye to Mr. Hartz (Hartz-y) ripped me apart.

I'm scared, honestly. scared.

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crispay May 17 2007, 02:50:13 UTC
"it's funny b/c your comments on your survey said you didn't fill leslie's shoes, but wendi there are things that you did as well as or better than her and i just wanted you to know that. another thing, you mentioned the impact this program had on you but you can't imagine the impact you and your classmates had on this program."
bubbett told me this as he was leaving and it was just me and him in the band room. i couldn't say anything, i just fell in a chair and cried.

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_emuhlee May 17 2007, 06:26:59 UTC
"but you can't imagine the impact you and your classmates had on this program"

I would have DIED.
it is 1:26 AM and I am still fighting back tears, I have been all night.

were you there when i just sobbed as he hugged me?

this is so hard.

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crispay May 17 2007, 18:32:59 UTC
i guess we never realized how hard it was on the people before us...? or maybe it wasn't has hard on them, because i never remember seeing people crying in the band room or in the halls. i don't know.

i broke down in the band room 6th pd when he was giving that talk and he said "and that student told me don't let anyone tell you the work for troy wasn't worth it" because i wrote that on my survey.
i poured my heart into that thing.

i pretty much did die, he was trying to leave but i just slumped in one of the chairs and cried. he stayed for another 15 minutes trying to calm me down. it was like one of those things you see in a movie. most of the lights in the band room were out and there i was just crying into my hands with mr bubbett behind me knowing he couldn't say anything to make it better so he just patted me on the back for a while.
it was probably a really pitiful sight.

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