you know the feeling you get when he tells you that he misses you? when he tells you that you're beautiful? when he tells you that he can't wait to see you ( Read more... )

sometimes it becomes pretty clear to me how much i miss hanging out with my friends from last year.

(i can admit how much i've changed over the last few months.)

i guess it's only right to give someone what they need ( Read more... )

i think it's safe to say that things are gradually getting better.

according to my mom, i am a slut and a tramp.
according to me, i hate her.
according to my dad, i am not trustworthy.
according to me, i am not talking to them for A LONG time.
according to my best friend, her weekend sucked on account of me.
according to me, I DON'T FUCKING CARE.
according to him, i'm a waste of time.
according to me, i still miss

you know the saying, you never know what you have until it's gone?
well, it makes complete sence and it fits me perfectly right now.
i didn't know that just after these past couple weeks, i would feel this lost without him.

i know i fucked up and i know i can't take things back. but why can't it just be that easy?

so last night my mom told me that she couldn't trust me.
it really made me upset to know she can't leave me home by myself anymore.

and i feel horrible for doing this to you for the third time and you not even knowing.
(i think i have to let you go.)

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i think i'm in love with my best friend.

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getting drunk these past couple weekends is totally cutting it. i bet i had enough fun for all of you. :)