not another Research Paper post!
Right now with the Prelims over and the Research Papers completed, life is starting to feel odd. No more strain of having to balance studying with Paper-writing, coming home every evening to look through what I typed the night before and then deleting it in frustration, dragging heavy laptops to Bugis Library and sitting for hours with piles of books on my lap, typing and reading at the same time... All of that was done for KI btw, I didn't start on Lit till the weekend before submission when I literally worked from 10am till midnight. My back is still suffering, I can't stay at the computer for more than 2hrs at a stretch now without.. err.. having to go and stretch. Hah.
Anyway, pictures!
Priscilla with her IS.
My baybeez <3 (yeahyeah cheesy titles whatever)
I actually have a photo of me with them but that shall stay buried in my computer because my ginormous eyebags (they are bigger than my eyes in that photo, which is saying something) and awful complexion are all too obvious. /shy
I actually don't know what to think about them. I definitely feel happy that they're completed, but as for their standard... I have no clue. The only person I allowed to read my Lit was Reggie (hardly an unbiased opinion) and no one has read my KI in its entirety, mostly because I really don't like people reading what I write. To me, it's never good enough for public viewing; it's the whole "what if they think it's cock and laugh at me" thing.. Which also explains why I stopped my *creative writing* 'cos everything I write seems cheesy and childish. Anyway what I wanted to say was that - I have no idea what grades I'll get on them (I'm really not expecting much for Lit), all I can do now is cross my fingers and hope whoever in Cambridge is looking at them is merciful and gives me at least a C+.
But you know what - at least they're finished :]
Anyway, Prelims are over! Over over over actually my life is also over over over because it means that without the excuse of research papers keeping me from studying, I really have to start working hard. Concentrating. Shutting up and studying. Going where I have never gone before. Gulp. As for how the Prelims went, I don't think I'm in any position to say anything since I didn't study for any of them until the day of the papers themselves, so I'll be glad to scrape passes for everything. Lit was a fiasco, Math was murder. Those are the only two I really feel awful about; I'll be quite happy to get straight Ds for everything else. Math is a guaranteed U so yeah.
Ugh such depression. These two days are quite possibly my last free ones for a long time and I plan to make the most of them :D