late nites

[_eternalyyours_]

yea...i cant sleep at night anymore..4 multiple reasons i suppose...one of them being stressed out X.x theres band auditions in less than i week n i am sooo not ready 4 it. so if any of u r there after my audition, dont get upset b/c im crying..i do that alot after that sorta stuff n i only get ovr it if i dont talk 4 a while lol bottling up my

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Oh Gosh

[airah4]

Coco...wow. I'm sorry...I am up late too. I got sick in school today and ended coming home and sleeping til 9. So yes, I'm up. But not for the same reasons as you. And omg...I don't know what to say. I was kinda shocked reading what you wrote--that's too horrible

[bravelioness]

Hehe, since you already got so much encouragement from everyone else, I think I'll tell you something that will make you feel better. NO ONE will do as bad as me at my audition. I kid you not! You'll be brilliant, Coco, because you're a brilliant flute player and you probably have a really hard audition piece that is going to kick my audition piece's butt because my audition piece is really easy and it doesn't matter anyway because we LURVE you anyway, Coco, and you just need to be confident in yourself and I like runon sentences and this music is really great!!! Sorry, I suppose my random retardedness is not exactly that helpful, but you can trust me when I say your audition will be better than mine. And don't feel bad about crying after yours, because I've done it too. It just goes to share how much you care about music! :)

[with_all_my_luv]

*huggles you* i'm really just gonna give you the same advice everyone else did. show your parent's your report card, your sister doesn't deserve anything from you. and put it on the fridge if you want to hun :) no one can tell you what to do. (my sister does the same thing, puts hers on the fridge)

now, i do have one idea, but you have to be willing for it to work, and if you don't, that's just fine, cause it's not easy. be as nice as humanly possible to your sister, overwhelm her with kindness and i don't mean cleaning her room and doing whatever she asks you to do. but say good morning, smile at her, ask her how her day was, stuff like that. it's a sort of reverse scicology thing and it's worked for me too. like i said, it's just an idea, i'm don't saying you have to do it, and maybe you've already tried, i'm just throwing it out there.

i'm sure your audition will be wonderful, and don't worry about crying, it's good to release your emotions after a stressful time. :D *hugs you again* love ya coco ♥ ♥

[airah4]

Coco's already so incredibly nice to everyone and everything. Do be nice, Coco--you always are, as I have said. You don't have to hear that from me, hahah. But make sure that it doesn't turn around and bite you. You don't want to disguise your feelings with niceties. Your sister might take that as a sign of her further ability to upset you.
Sorry to be so negative. I expect all's been cleared by now. I just don't want you getting hurt.

[with_all_my_luv]

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying she isn't nice. I'm just saying that I've been in situations like that before, and that tactic has worked for me.

but it's all up to you hun :) do what you think is best. maybe if things start to get better, you can talk about it.