so alone... so BORED

Sep 30, 2006 02:27

Today I did nothing... I was suppose to see Dee but since we aren't talking anymore well that went out of the drain... I woke up really angry and depressed today. Its sad that I never know what mood I'm going to wake up in :( Like right now its almost 2:30am and I'm still blah and now I have a headache *sigh* I did nothing al day well night since I ( Read more... )

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military_chic September 30 2006, 11:05:54 UTC
I think you would absolutely _enjoy_ "The Art of Happiness", a work of art written by the Dalai Lama, a very peaceful young man. I am getting so much help from it, it is BETTER THAN ANY SELF SERVING PSYCHOLOGIST OR PSYCHIATRIST THAT I HAVE--IN *the past* , PUT WAY _TOO MUCH ***TRUST AND HOPE***IN. they are, after all, fellow people who are liable to make mistakes, too.

hope this helps

lucy (aka, military_chic)

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_evanescence_ October 3 2006, 20:43:53 UTC
that sounds SSOO fimilar lol

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evilfirechaos September 30 2006, 15:13:16 UTC
Your therapist sounds like a real cunt.If I were you I'd tell her to go fuck herself.From everthing you've posted about her lately it doesnt sound like she's helpling you at all.If she cant sympathize with you then you dont need her.She seems to be making you more upset then you already are.I'd find sombody new or just screw therapy altogether.

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_evanescence_ October 3 2006, 20:43:30 UTC
she had oral surgery or something and couldn't talk thats why she didn't call me... but whatever she chould've told me ahead of time u know?

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evilfirechaos September 30 2006, 15:16:46 UTC
I agree with military chic.The only reason people become psychiatrist and psychologist is because they figured way back in collage that this would be a very easy job with no real hard work and damn good paying.they figured it be an extremely easy way to make damn good money.To sit on their ass all day and listen to people talk about their problems and then write you a script and send you on your way.

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_evanescence_ October 3 2006, 20:42:44 UTC
lol

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nineveh_rains September 30 2006, 20:35:29 UTC
Can I ask what actually happened between you and your ex? You can email me private if you don't want to post it here. I appologise if I am sticking my nose in where it doesn't belong.

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_evanescence_ October 3 2006, 20:42:16 UTC
with Dee? she wasn't my ex we just hung out she had a gf when we met... long story... with my ex gf mary I honeslty dont even know

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nineveh_rains October 3 2006, 21:42:14 UTC
Yeah, I was asking about Mary...

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derrster October 2 2006, 03:00:12 UTC
I just meant you should focus on yourself for a while instead of looking for someone else. I know no one wants to be alone forever but it seems that all this sadness is coming from an ex or a loved one letting you down. Maybe you should just be alone for a little bit and have time to yourself.

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_evanescence_ October 3 2006, 20:41:39 UTC
I had a year for myself! Its time

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