UGHHHHHHHHHHHH i seriously hate him now....like wtf..he thinks im fucking stupid...and yes i know everything i do and all the decisions i make are on my own, and again i have no one to blame but myself...but gosh i wanted so much to believe everyword that asshole said..my mom was right...he is a fucking asshole that is never going to appreciate all ( Read more... )

so its official, its over, no more mr. and mrs.lunchbox . well i had a feeling things were headed this way. i didnt want it to end, i wanted to continue working things out, i wanted to be with him, but i guess he wanted the other way around. i do have to take the blame for it though because if i would have just trusted him, and never attempted to ( Read more... )

soo lately my relationship hasnt been like it used to be, everythings changed, and somehow i feel like i am to be blamed for it, but then at the same time, i feel for the most part, that its his fault. I also have to admit that i have trust issues as well as being insecure. but whatelse am i suppose to do when i have a boyfriend who keeps soo much ( Read more... )

so like i havent written is such a long time because nothing had really happened to me as where id want to write about it, but since im bored at work i might as well just write ( Read more... )

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well its about to be 8 and im here writing in my journal because i cant sleep late anymore (thanx to work:P)and because im bored. well this past week has been pretty hectic for me, for one i got sick once again :/ (grrr....i hate being sick) if only someone had warned me not to leave cooked chicken that you made tha night before to eat for lunch ( Read more... )

so today was sooo not the best day for me and for the work. For starters, just incase anyone really wants to know, today is me and jose's 1st yr. anniversary(sounds like we're married), yeah anyways, i asked him if he wanted to have lunch and i would pay (like i almost always do)but no he was "tired" so i ate Luby's all by myself, I also wanted to ( Read more... )

OMG i so have not updated in like FOREVER...well i guess i really dont have much to say except that this school year is coming to an end which means tons of good byes and loss of some friendships (well at least i hope not:/) anyways this weekend there is quite a few graduation parties that i got invited to so i think ill just give them like a card ( Read more... )

soo here i am updating useless shit...well at least to me it is..well actually not really but i doubt anyone cares....anyways.. i havent updated due to the fact that my piece of shit computer messed up but now im updating from my aunts computer ( Read more... )

So today wasnt an Oh SO perfect day. Once again I am filled with wonder and sadness as I have friends calling me to tell me that my boyfriend is with HER:P AGAIN!! I mean What the FucK can't she get her OWN boyfriend and stop trying to flirt with mine, because thats all she's doing FLIRTING,but hey what can u do right...WRONG...tell the BITch to ( Read more... )