i hope i win.

I cant understand. Life is so cruel. Life makes me burn. It died. But i lived. Now, again i want the twisted life. Was it me? Did i make life cruel? I dont understand.

Has anyone every been in love? Before you answer, Think about it. Have i ever really been in love? If you have been, You dont even need to think about it. You would just know. I thought i was in love before. Twice actually. But nope. it all got blasted away. By this one grrl. One grrl has changed my life. its amazing. Every movement ever breath. ( Read more... )

ive been really mellow and just surfing through school. im not not doing work or anything, but just chillin at school is awesome sometimes ( Read more... )

so for the past 2 nights ive been having this crazy dream/nightmare. it like continues right where i left off. it starts like this. its around 1 or 2 in the morning and i just made a trip to jack in the box. so im heading back home and i get pulled over. the arrest me. no reason they just read me my rights and i was in jail. jail was just some ( Read more... )

this week was really cool. did so many things. good and bad ( Read more... )

do i seem like a pot-head? a druggie? faggots. i hope you die. well no you shall miss you. i am addicted to this one thing though. but she rejects me. or im i so blinded? i will come to. i hope she cares. loves. wants me. ill just disappear if she wants. just to be with her. it feels right. not givin me the cold shoulder. or is that flirting? she ( Read more... )

do i deserve to be with someone. yes i do deserve to be with someone. someone special. thanks mike thank you so much. iam not a waste of flesh. i shall be with someone special.

this weekend is bad ass already ( Read more... )

so you know what sucks? lots of things ( Read more... )