mixed emotions drying up my tears
(..or maybe im just really tired)
false accusers, "you're not the boss!"
i plea "i'm not alone!"

-im so confused right now-
<3 *lily*

my dad had surgery today ( Read more... )

loneliness settles in, i try to think of something good to write here but no words come to mind. i had a wonderful weekend ( Read more... )

SLOW DANCE ( Read more... )

friday finally came. chris is outta town this weekend which kinda sucks but oh well he'll be back sunday. so steve finally left tonite his flght was at 11:59pm, back to russia. i love that guy quite possibly the coolest 30 year old guy i have ever known. he hung out with us all week and did things i cant even believe some high school kids even do, ( Read more... )

the weekend is coming ( Read more... )

will someone please tell me if im still breathing?

--she says, “I lost everything to one boy who says he was mine, he said he’d hold me forever.” Now she’s sitting on my floor and pulling out her hair to ease that she’s not sleeping again ( Read more... )

okay i just posted but oh well ( Read more... )

csap sucks! i wonder whos time im wasting yours or mine, this will be the ultimate decision but i must first give it a chance, those who quit before it starts make me sick. um lets see oh my hair looks like shit and it is bothering me more and more everyday, im contemplating going and getting it done because who knows when the next time will be ( Read more... )