Oh out side my bed it's cold...each day i'm swimming through molases

[_false_hope_]

what a horrable feeling...what a horrable day...

D pixxie stx (10:16:59 PM): my day was spent with that hallow feeling in me...holding back everything but feeling like shit...putting an act on...and then i had dinner with my mom and she's doing so much better, she is so much more sane, and i talked to her and told her how shitty i felt and that

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[_intothesilence]

you don't need to apologize for anything hun...i'm really sorry you felt so terrible yesterday and i hope you're feeling better today. Remember, you can alwaaaayss come to me if you want to talk about something. Loooove you

[_false_hope_]

thanks...
i wanted to talk to someone so bad on the ride home when i was at my worst...but no...i'm not a cool kid with a cell phone...
and i wanted to talk to you... then after crying so much i just couldn't feel anything anymore.....it was weird...i let so much out that i was just blank...

and i still felt like shit today...but at times i noticed my selective happyness...result of pills trying to fix the unbalance...um...trying. hm, yeah...then i took a double dose cause i was sick of it...

ttyl...

love ya hannaaah

[destroyingjello]

i luv you.

your hot like... pizza