"Looking at you now, remember how you gave me shit,
And I made lemonade out of it
Pass me the sugar and things still won't be right!

Thanks! Thanks for nothing
I've taken all you got and started walking,
Not broken, still standing,
Been ripped apart, but now I'm demanding
No more shit, this is it
I am leaving for myself and no one else
So long, been swell ( Read more... )

tooooday was good in the end.

i was sad...then called up hannah and she suggested i come over so i did.
Me, Hannah, Kat, and Danielle were all painting/drawing or doing some kind of art.
that was sooooo much fun. our little art partaaay. and we took a brake and ate lots.

must do it again. i started working with hannah's water colored pencils and ( Read more... )

...the tittle is from the lost prophets. "last train" is such a good song. and so is Ode to summer and Fake Sound of Progress. i like that tittle...lots.

when ever i listen to Soul Asylum's song "runaway train" it makes me so sad...but it's such a great song...same with David Grey's song "it's not easy to be me".....it hits the emo spot.

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ok...so i wrote this when i was kind of frustrated and upset...Tuesday Jan. 20th

I want to beleive
that it is my time
i've waited in line
prayed and cryed out
morose and unbeleivable pain
will he work on me now?
please say this is the longest i will have to wait
let me go from my sadness
these chains are digging
so deep into my skin
I've struggled and ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I feel I've got to...
Run away. I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I've lost my light
I toss and turn I can't sleep at night
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and ( Read more... )

eh... he's not my type... :-/

yeeeeesssaaah. i had great night! out to the 99 for dinner with stephanie, courtney e., hannah, cat bates, Ulgen, and Pat...then to the movies (cheaper by the dozen) & it was actually a pretty good movie. it was awesome. we had fun and we all got along pretty well....nice night. We ran into Danielle, mike, tom, chris, even, casey right when we were ( Read more... )

-even all out

ah stress. trying to get everything in before midterms and grades close. 3 long hours of spanish today. too much for one day.  1 1/2 of espaniol II and then making up work all study hall. after i finished my spanish i was "going back to study hall" but instead found Cat and hung out with him :)


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