Well I think I'm making friends and I feel a little better.

Apparently, the rule to making friends isn't to sit down with random people at dinner, or to join a ton of clubs. The number one rule to making friends is: if you hear an accordion, follow the sound.

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i'm a little too crazy for friends but not crazy enough for fame. you have to be crazy for fame. i used to practice in my head the interviews i would give when i was famous but i wasn't sure yet what i was going to be famous for. maybe i could be a pinup star and wear polka dotted low cut pencil tight skirts with fucking ridiculous heels and i'll ( Read more... )

I feel like every time my roommate comes back into the room from hanging out with her friends, I'm always doing the same thing. Just sitting on my bed reading or fucking around on the computer. Something about college makes me feel pretty pathetic and if I think about it too much that place behind my eyes starts to ache. I just clean up after other ( Read more... )

I don't really write much of anything anymore, so I'm getting a little nervous about this major. I'm drinking fruit smoothies to pretend I'm being healthy. I'm not getting drunk to make friends, or making friends to get drunk. I like my bed. I like how I look today.

i'm afraid to admit that this is lonely

sure, take a drag of my cigarette
reminds me of when we shared it
a certain kind kind of etiquette
don't you think?

my boyfriend is awesome.

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just listened to a bunch of new AM! songs. i still don't like them, even if i wish i did ( Read more... )