so my birthday was the start of a wonderful relationship i have with anthony now. i can only show you by the smile on my face everytime im around him and laughter he brings me . its just a really great feeling. its feels really good to wake up next to him sometimes. anyways enough of the mush. we went on an adventure to montauk for about an hour ( Read more... )

i didnt think it was gunna be a good one but it was. and its only getting better becuase im going to coney island tonight for fireworks and norbster. and hes taking me to coldplay on the 7th its going to great. i cant wait to see them.

I'm Twenty!

i start school friday. im really excited! im going to sayvile and brenthood wha wha. i worked today with my wife. it was lovely.i also a really great guy who is really good to me and stands my crazy shit. and i shouldnt have dicked him over so many times. i made a lot of money tonight. im excited. my birthday is this thursday im going to be twenty ( Read more... )

i love it when i have the house to myself . i can walk in my underwear anywhere... singg at the top of my lungs ... and smoke in my house its great. so now im sitting in my underwear typing along. it gets kinda a lonely though too. i was scared yesterday cause i heard noises but ill be fine. i went to garys house last night and we had a singalong ( Read more... )

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again i cant sleep. i think too much. but yet so very lazy. i dont want to learn new things about someone new. i dont want to tell him whats wrong with me. i dont want to become so comfortable. i just want to be a rockstar. and have groupies thats all ill need. and drugs. ya know?

 ( i cant sleep . )

i was just watching queer as folk and the past two episodes are just amazing. thank you alicia for introducing this to me too bad its almost over. the music is really great too on this show ( Read more... )

im a college student. finally. i will actually go to class. i will pass my classes. i go to a little school called five towns and i cant wait. everything is working out wonderfullly which meannnsss something horrible will happen and i cant wait for that. ha ha. wish me luck in college and with my new job i start weds so if youd like some mexican ( Read more... )