hey there. i dont really like going out as of late. but im not going to not have a social life just because im tired and have to work and go to school basically everyday. nope. it would be easier to have a bf but its cool being cool by my lonesome. ha ( Read more... )

ive been really happy lately, lonely but still happy being lonely ( Read more... )

What time are you starting this? 12:10 pm ( Read more... )

i wish my cousin wasnt so angry all the time. i would like to help her . we are so alike in our badluck. especially with our depression. i dont know . so now maybe im going to five towns ? im so not good at planning my life. nor making it work out. so scruffolk for me starts monday. i must gooo alllll the way to riverhead i think for drawing. mmm. ( Read more... )

today made me remember why i couldnt wait to get out of hauppauge high school. it also made me realize how much work it is just to go to suffolk i wanted to give up today. but i didnt .

i know a better feeling than love. its the feeling of being a good friend and helping someone being selfless. really. im glad i can be help. i love her and wish her the best i know she knows its for the best. i love you.<3

i dont think i'll ever quit smoking this sucks.

my face is really hot. i need to go to rehab or something. i really miss cheese. but im holdn up. i have nothing really to say right now.

heres a nice little serve ( Read more... )

so im sick. nyquill really makes you go to sleep. im not coughing anymore but im really tired ( Read more... )