mindfuck

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i'm in college. i actually really love it. i feel on the edge though. i feel like i'm going to break down and i have no idea why, maybe the creeping homesickness that is inevitable and magnified tonight because i saw eli? deja entendu will always remind me of all four of my high school years because i never stopped listening to it. deja entendu,

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College is bound to teach you things you never knew about yourself before. Because when you first get there, you are trying so hard just to survive. And crushes are the perfect things to focus on to get you through a scary transition like this one. ;)It gets better. It gets easier. Although I still miss my mom when I'm away. How's the new house?

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haha i know about the crushes thing, it helped me through high school and i suppose college is the same sort of thing. i'm glad you wrote that it gets easier because i believe you.

the new house is pretty good, i like the fact that i have a basement and that i live 2 minutes near millions of restaurants and stores, it's really different from glen head. and it's bad because it's really different from glen head. but i'm dealing. i think i'm going to take a lottt of long island road trips, starting with the day after thanksgiving.