just writing Ruth... don't get upset.

[_finding_me_]

I know its gonna end, I just dont know when. Trying to figure out if it's a good thing or bad. I can't talk to you anymore w/out crying. I can't think of you w/out regret. I can't smile at you w/out knowing its fake. How long do you want me to pretend

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[sleepypixy]

Es, sometimes I think I'll upset everything by asking a question or trying to be there for you... more than anything I was honored to be there for you this morning... you teach me so much... you spoke what I couldn't... you're brave and bold and I can't get over how awesome it is to know finally that god is working on me and I'm not alone even when I push him away.... he put me here... he knew better than me....

upset..... no

[somethingithink]

not upset. just tell me, is he gone yet?

[bignastynic1]

call me someime. i'd like to talk to my buddy.