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_folly_

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May 03, 2006 19:39

I guess I'm just never supposed to be happy....

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drummer_food May 4 2006, 02:53:48 UTC

No No No! Unhappy lives are left for people in the movies.. they are happy to be sad... it gets them money!

I WILL DO ANYTHING! Tell me what I acn do? Dance naked? No.. that.. would scar you.. UHh... COOKIES? COOKIES?

_folly_ May 4 2006, 03:07:06 UTC

:)

Thanks Food-sama, but I don't think anything will make me feel better about what happened today... which will probably enviably happen to me for the rest of forever -.- I've been scared internally in the happiness department, for sure.

drummer_food May 4 2006, 03:21:57 UTC

What happend???/

_folly_ May 4 2006, 13:38:33 UTC

Heh, you know what... it is stupid. I can't write it all down here >.

rei__chan May 4 2006, 03:53:15 UTC

That's not true at all and you know it! >_< Everyone in this world has a right to be happy. No one can take that away from them. But the catch is that only YOU can make it happen~ *snuggles* I hope you feel better hun~~ I'm here if you need me? *luffs* <333

_folly_ May 4 2006, 04:01:20 UTC

Sadly, what happened to me today has always happened to me, and probably always will. Everytime I am internally scared in the happiness department. I don't have the right to be happy Rei-chan, I really don't. Thanks for being here.

rei__chan May 4 2006, 22:04:56 UTC

*HUGS* Like I said, and I'm pretty stubborn (XP;), EVERYONE has a right to be happy. You're such a wonderful person! There's no way, no matter what you did, that you of all the people in this world wasn't meant to be happy. If you don't think that your current self doesn't deserve to be happy, and you still think that way no matter how much we all love you for who you are, then you can change.

_folly_ May 4 2006, 23:37:26 UTC

Aww Rei-chan! *cries*

Thank you thank you thank you for your kind words. I'm already kind of starting to put it behind me. And you're right :)

melodi_chan May 4 2006, 05:36:59 UTC

*hugs you*

What's wrong? D:

*gives you lots of Bleach...and Renji* :D

_folly_ May 4 2006, 13:18:20 UTC

*huggles* Awws, thank you. *cuddles Bleach and sniffs* I'm just having a horrible life at the moment. -.- I feel stupid just thinking about it.

melodi_chan May 4 2006, 17:53:26 UTC

First thing.

You're not stupid. ;D

*hugs*

I really hope it gets better for you. Give it time. ^^

*hugs again*

_folly_ May 4 2006, 23:34:52 UTC

Awws thankies! *cuddles*

Your icon makes me feel better already teehee.

marineneko May 4 2006, 06:12:04 UTC

And why, exactly, would that be? (If I'm allowed to ask, of course.)

I don't know if this'd be of any help, but I believe that nothing is ever supposed to be anything. Things (and people) are able to change, and that's what makes them real.

So please cheer up, ok? ^^ If I can be of help, don't hesitate to tell me. *hug*

_folly_ May 4 2006, 13:33:17 UTC

Aww, Mari-chan you're gonna make me cry... I want to be able to change, so bad. Maybe I wouldn't end up in situations like this one. But... it involves this boy I've really really really liked for a little over a year now and the fact that I can never ever speak to him again because I'm an idiot and he's an ass hole trying to guilt me for it. But everytime I think about everything we've done over a year it all seems incredibly stupid and pointless and I don't know why I even bother (every single time) But what I felt had to be real or else I wouldn't feel so bad, right?